Sunday, April 8, 2012

My favorite Easter poem-- by John Updike of all people!

Seven Stanzas At Easter

By John Updike


Make no mistake: if He rose at all
it was as His body;
if the cells' dissolution did not reverse, the molecules
reknit, the amino acids rekindle,
the Church will fall.

It was not as the flowers,
each soft Spring recurrent;
it was not as His Spirit in the mouths and fuddled
eyes of the eleven apostles;
it was as His flesh: ours.

The same hinged thumbs and toes,
the same valved heart
that--pierced--died, withered, paused, and then
regathered out of enduring Might
new strength to enclose.

Let us not mock God with metaphor,
analogy, sidestepping, transcendence;
making of the event a parable, a sign painted in the
faded credulity of earlier ages:
let us walk through the door.

The stone is rolled back, not papier-mache,
not a stone in a story,
but the vast rock of materiality that in the slow
grinding of time will eclipse for each of us
the wide light of day.

And if we will have an angel at the tomb,
make it a real angel,
weighty with Max Planck's quanta, vivid with hair,
opaque in the dawn light, robed in real linen
spun on a definite loom.

Let us not seek to make it less monstrous,
for our own convenience, our own sense of beauty,
lest, awakened in one unthinkable hour, we are
embarrassed by the miracle,
and crushed by remonstrance.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Orion

 ( This is an old poem I wrote a very long time ago-- as I am enjoying each last night I can see Orion in the sky at this time of year I was reminded of it and thought I'd throw it out there. :)
Orion

a gray rock,
dragged from its mountain by some
ambitious landscaper to sit sentinel
amid the iceplant of our front yard,
where it could nightly experience
the indignity of a clambering barefoot child
posing for sunset on it.

my brother’s sweatshirt, jeans, an afghan
and bare feet wet from crushed iceplant,
i’d mount my boulder and pet the
molting eucalyptus at its side.

then, chin on knees-- pulled up, limb-locked,
hair spilling from its clip’s hard bite, and
my toes gripping the cool rock, i’d wait
for the pink to fade
from the edges of my picture;
and for bright tips of light to
prick me until Orion came out.

He would stop the bullying
right away and, bow drawn taut,
swear to shoot all dragons haunting
my cul-de-sac at night.

i thanked Him kindly,
made a wish on His belt,
and went inside,
never knowing the dragons He killed.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Dancing in Public and the Horribleness of the Word "Blog"

Welcome to my secret blog. Secret because no one knows it exists but me just yet and I rather like that. It is not that I am attempting to hide my identity here --  just a quiet hope that I won't get noticed, or at least not much, as of yet.
         I read blogs; I enjoy them; have been told to write one for years now, but there are just a few problems with that: First, I am stubborn as hell and if you tell me to do something I am 100% more likely to not do it for just that reason-- childish, ridiculous, but there you are. Secondly, well. . . beginning to blog feels vaguely like dancing in public: You want to join in the fun, are fairly sure you'll enjoy it, but rather hope you won't be noticed until you have loosened up, tried out a few moves, had a drink or two, etc.  There are some people who can just jump right into that gyrating circle and show off their stuff.  That's not me. Let me get a glass of wine in me and put my time in on the edges first.  I'll get there eventually.
         All this to say that if you have discovered this wee bit of rambling you are the first to have noticed me at the dance. I'm white and 1/4th Jewish. I grew up at a Dutch Reformed School. If my rhythm is lacking be merciful. It will improve.
                 As a final note I would just like to say that I hate the word blog. It just rhymes with too many other bad, clunky, stick-in-your-nose words like bog, clog and smog. I can't say it without feeling I have a head cold.  Can't we come up with a more palatable word? "I'm blogging." "I'm a blogger." Yuck. How can you say that without feeling like you need to blow your nose?